Mathmetics – my NOOSE

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This noose is getting tighter and tighter, day by day & the worst part is that I don’t have an option to avoid it! It is a subject in which no matter how hard I try, it just goes above my head! I am now frustrated! Everywhere what I see is books, tutors, pamphlets of coaching institutes. I am fedupp!
On this saturday only, I came FIRST in a interschool dance compition along with my friends and I was really excited. Ofcourse, we were because we had worked so hard. Everyday we used to practise hard. But all this excitment got fade because on sunday I had “maths test” in my coaching! I worked hard but. I knew it would go horrible but still with lots of hope and a bag full of expectation I went go give the test. I gave the test & returned home. My father asked about the test. He was upset but he didn’t said me anything! Just asked me to work hard. He went to market and got some “dhokala”( gujrati snak). I hate this, everytime when I don’t stand on stand on his expectations he do something soo good that I feel damn embarrassed! Now today when I went to coaching, our teacher said that a student who gets less marks will be severly punished. And now I just feel running away! My father called me & asked me that is there any way in which he can help me and I was feeling so bad. He is trying  so hard and mee! Its me who is has to work and I work but still maths is something which just doesn’t get inside my brain!!!! I NEED HELP!!!

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